#21 summer rain

just today I'd forgive you. maybe because it's rainning and the rain has the ability to clean the skies and maybe your soul would come soaking wet and all your dirt would be on your shoes and i wouldn't look down. just today I'd maybe give you the hug and let your stupid head lay on my lap for a little bit, I'd let you cry your fears again and pretend that there is still salvation for your body. maybe I'd let you fuck me slowly knowing that I could have a better fuck, and still be there with all my heart, maybe today i could leave my brain outside the house, sitting waiting on the first floor, waiting for you to leave again so it could come up to resume with my life tomorrow.