#45 Do you believe in coincidences?

I don't. I believe in chaos and that because we are always trying to find a sense, a reason, a meaning for the chaos, we add the dots that never exist, like we add the small dashes between the stars to create constelations as if stars had little spider webs attached to their burning cores. there is only chaos, I keep telling myself. whatever will be will be. but somedays, mostly Sundays, which are always the strangest of the days, some things click and I find myself wondering if coincidence isn't just a force, like gravity, that physics never manage to measure.

This neckless has been sitting in my desk for over 6 months, waiting for the rightfull owner to contact me. Today I picked it up and for the first time I looked at it with some attention. It's braille. I don't know braille but now I am curious and yes, curiosity killed the cat and I'm sure curiosity will kill me eventually. It's an H and a P - HP. And you can smile and say Hewllet Packard as everybody else would in the world, but not me because my name starts with an H and today is P's birthday and I've already decided I'm not going to email him the song.

Now I can only wait to go home, drink a bottle of wine and by 8pm, mildly wasted and sad, call it just another Sunday.